"Starvation is control Control is tough Bones are beautiful When thin isn't enough"
“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.” -Edgar Allan Poe
Here are my Stats Age: 26 Height: 5'5 BMI: 17.5 Body Fat%: 12.5% Water weight: 61.0% Bone Mass: 4.6
Current weight: 105.4 LBS Low weight: 98.6lbs Short term goal weight: 110lbs Long term goal weight: 80lbs
Diet pills used. Hydroxicut, Zantrex 3, Black Ice Energizer, Simtrex-es, Black knight, Lean body for her, Oxylite pro and Ace Saba.
Emptiness is also the feeling of success the feeling of beauty the feeling of strength the feeling of hope the feeling of happiness and the feeling of purity
You can never be to rich or to thin hunger hurts, but starving works. OF course its hard! if it were easy everyone would be thin. I will do whatever it takes. I want to be thin more than anything,even food.Why can't they realize my strength? How much it's taken to make so little of myself? It's simple: You decide once and for all that you aren't going to eat, and there is no further decision to make.I can't help it that I live in a piggish society where gluttony is the norm, and everyone else is constantly stuffing themselves. FOOD HINDERS YOUR PROGRESS. The pain is necessary, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that, you are strong, can withstand anything. I want to be so thin, light, and airy that when light hits me I don't leave a shadow behind. When I walk on snow I will not leave so much as one footprint to mark its virgin purity. I can dance between the raindrops in a downpour.