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My Book Of Shadows

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"If I can't be Beautiful I want to be Invisible"

"Sweat plus sacrifice equals success."

"An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person."

"Starvation is control
Control is tough
Bones are beautiful
When thin isn't enough"

“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”
-Edgar Allan Poe

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Here are my Stats
Age: 26
Height: 5'5
BMI: 17.5
Body Fat%: 12.5%
Water weight: 61.0%
Bone Mass: 4.6

Current weight: 105.4 LBS
Low weight: 98.6lbs
Short term goal weight: 110lbs
Long term goal weight: 80lbs

Diet pills used. Hydroxicut, Zantrex 3, Black Ice Energizer, Simtrex-es, Black knight, Lean body for her, Oxylite pro and Ace Saba.

Emptiness is also the feeling of success
the feeling of beauty
the feeling of strength
the feeling of hope
the feeling of happiness
and the feeling of purity

You can never be to rich or to thin hunger hurts, but starving works. OF course its hard! if it were easy everyone would be thin. I will do whatever it takes. I want to be thin more than anything,even food.Why can't they realize my strength? How much it's taken to make so little of myself? It's simple: You decide once and for all that you aren't going to eat, and there is no further decision to make.I can't help it that I live in a piggish society where gluttony is the norm, and everyone else is constantly stuffing themselves. FOOD HINDERS YOUR PROGRESS. The pain is necessary, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that, you are strong, can withstand anything. I want to be so thin, light, and airy that when light hits me I don't leave a shadow behind. When I walk on snow I will not leave so much as one footprint to mark its virgin purity. I can dance between the raindrops in a downpour.

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